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Wednesday, November 11, 20095:51 PM
Waiting.  School was okay today, did nothing too. Played UNO, some played poker. That's probably how we're gona spend school days for this week and the next. Teachers don't really care anyway. Btw, gotta have a class celebration or something tomorrow. Teacher buying McDonald, using the class fund. Class fund! Our money! So of course i'm going. ( Shit, am i getting more and more like mum? ) (: And yeah yeah yeah, i'm finally gona do the tag. I'm tagged by Vanessa, Cotton, Queenie, Yin, Boon and god knows who else. It's all the same tag anyway, so i'm gona do it now. Thank God i finally remembered. ( I actually put a reminder in my phone. =x ) Pass this tag to 10 people ! 1. Chocolate 2. Ghia 3. Queenie 4. Yin 5. Boon 6. Cotton 7. Ling 8. Yun 9. Viicky 10. SianFei ( No one left for me to tag okay? If you've done it then it's alright. ) 1. Would you date number 5 ( Boon ) ? - Yes sure! We'll go to Disneyland and visit Mickey. =) 2. Number 2 ( Ghia) just got in a car crash. How do you react? - She's too tiny to get crashed by a car. She will just be stuck under the car or something. =P 3. You see number 9 ( Viicky ) with your boy/girlfriend. - I'll laugh like shit. ;D 4. You come home and your room has been ransacked by number 4 ( Yin ). - Smack her then ransack her room. 5. Number 1 ( Chocolate ) is acting weird. - She's never not weird. 6. Numbers 3 ( Queenie ) and 8 ( Yun ) decide to give 10( SianFei ) a haircut. - I think it'll turn out okay. Roflmao. 7. Number 7 ( Ling ) just got tickets for him/her and you to go to a concert. - Of course i'm going. Especially if it's TVXQ. ;D 8. Number 10 ( SianFei ) takes you to a bar. - I'll use up all her money buying crap food and drinks? =p 9. Number 4 ( Yin ) has to move to the other side of the world. - Thank God, finally she's going! *claps* 10.You and number 8 ( Yun ) are being chased by the cops for an unknown reason. - Tell the cops that whatever the crime, it's all Yun's fault, not mine. *laughs* As if anyone would believe that. 11. Number 7 ( Ling ) and you are sitting on the couch watching a movie when he/her wrap his/her arm around you. - That's damn normal. I'll hug her back. =) 12. Number 5 ( Boon ) asks you out to dinner. - I'll ask for sushi! Or maybe pasta. 13. Number 9 ( Viicky ) and you are sitting on a bus. - Uh, so? -.- 14. Number 6 ( Cotton ) calls you in the middle of the night because he/she can’t sleep. - Tell her she dialed the wrong number and ask her to fuck off. lmao. 15. Your walking with someone and number 6 ( Cotton ) runs up and tackles you to the ground from behind. - She's too tiny! And she's not strong enough to tackle me. 16. Number 1 ( Chocolate ) is crying one day and you ask him/her why and it seems their boy/girlfriend has dumped them. - Oi KYA, if you ever do that then prepare for an ugly death. Muahaha. 17. Number 2 ( Ghia ) offers to bake you a meal. As you sit in the other room, the kitchen is suddenly aflame. - Shit. I'll run away. But later i'll ask her to pay for my kitchen. 18. Number 5 ( Boon ) comes to your door one day holding a koala. - I'll take the koala and shoo her away. 19. Number 3 ( Queenie ) just got you an X-Box. - She must be needing a favour or something. The world will come to an end if Queenie starts doing good stuffs. 20. Number 9 ( Viicky ) challenges you to a children’s card game. - I'll definitely win her. 21. Number 1 ( Chocolate ) thinks he/she’s overweight. - She must have ate something wrong. And it's affecting her brain and judgement. 22. Number 7 ( Ling )looks lonely. - I'll accompany her and say stupid jokes. 23. Number 2 ( Ghia ) asks you rudely to go leave her/him alone. - I'll kick her ass hard. Then only i'll leave her alone. 24. Numbers 5 ( Boon ) and 3 ( Queenie ) decide to throw a surprise party for you. - The sky is falling... 25. Number 6 ( Cotton ) decide to dye their hair black. What do you say? - It's already black. -_- 26. Number 2 ( Ghia ) tells you he/she is going to go out for a while, and then later you hear about a shooting where 2 ( Ghia ) went. - Check out if she has an accident. If it really is her, i'll laugh like shit. Just kidding. =) 27. You catch number 9 ( Viicky ) by him/herself, crying. - Splash water on her. 28. Numbers 1 ( Chocolate ), 3 ( Queenie ), 5 ( Boon ), and 6 ( Cotton ) all tackle you at once! - Ignore them. Slap them one by one later. Okay i'm finally done. Phew. Hate tags! ----- I heard the impatience in your voice, and saw the annoyance clearly shown on your face when you speak to me. I tried to ignore it, pretended that what i sense was just a mistake. But then you said those words and the wall i built tumbled down. I was dumbstruck. I was speechless. Both of those horrible moments, tears welled up in my eyes. I tried so hard to force them back. I was disappointed, but yet i blamed myself for everything. TOP OF PAGE.
Tuesday, November 10, 20096:22 PM
Admiration.  For today, i can declare that we did absolutely nothing in school. Big fat zero. Nothing at all. Either it was that teacher was absent, or teacher let us do our own stuffs. Ling's absent, i was grumpy about it. Sour's absent too, and i'm like, what?! I brought his present and yet he's still absent. ( To Sour: Wei! Don't want your present? You better come to school tomorrow. ) And that's the reason why i can't post the pics of his present, some of them saw it already though. =) Anyway, we played poker cards, used it as substitute for tarot cards. Okay, not exactly tarot, but then something like that. It's like, knowing how much your other half ( especially the one you're secretly in love with ) loves you, how is his/her future, appearance and wealth. Kinda fun, i was damn amused about it. (: Gotta go belly dancing today, sobs. I'm so darn lazy right now. I swore that after exam i would start watching Boys Over Flowers, but then i think i'm too busy with my laptop. It's really putting a bad influence on me. Trying to abstain myself from it. I'm really trying! ;D P.S. Happy Graduation Day to all Form 5 students! Good luck for SPM! (: P.P.S I think i've kinda abandoned Friendster. I'm more to Facebook now. I mean, not really super addicted to Facebook, but then at least i used it more than Friendster. ( Vincent HLK, it's all your fault. Roflmao. ) P.P.P.S Don't you think my posts are getting shorter and lamer everyday? Well, i don't really care. =D ----- I saw it again, the scene. I saw the way your face lights up, your eyes shone and the smile tugging at your lips whenever you looked at that person. I love to see you happy. But i hate to know that i'm not the one who made you smile. I can never do what that person did to you. I've tried, but i just couldn't. I feel so helpless. TOP OF PAGE.
Monday, November 9, 20095:59 PM
Complication.  School was...no idea. Practically did nothing. I mean, yeah, exactly. We did nothing. Oh, 'cept for English i suppose. Sat there devouring The Time Traveler's Wife, determined to finish it by this week. It's a great book, just that i usually don't have much time to read. Sobs. Anyway, Ling said she will not be going to school tomorrow. Damn. ): Our class spent the whole day talking crapping playing poker and in Queenie's case, creating a masterpiece. =) Too bad there's no photo about it. Anyway, something was amusing. I was reading and dear was bored i suppose, so he drew this:  Well, that was suppose to be 'me'. Dear was really convinced that it looked very much like me. Ling eventually agreed too. I was really amused. Roflmao. Thanks anyway, baby. (:Was bored, therefore went through my documents and found this pics that i wana post quite long ago. It's Queenie's birthday present! ;D    It's a coin bank. In case of emergency, break glass. Get the irony? ;D Damn nice. I always love products from U2ME. My carrot and chili were from there too. And Choco's mouse pad. And Sour's present. Speaking about Sour's present, i might post it up tomorrow, 'cause will give it to him by then. Stay tuned! =) ----- Right now i feel so.. so.. That's the thing. I don't know how to describe how i feel. Actually i don't really know what i'm thinking, what i'm feeling, or what i'm suppose to think and feel. Wtf is this. 情绪..很乱? TOP OF PAGE.
Sunday, November 8, 20094:15 PM
Dates.  Went on a double date @ jusco with dear and choco and her baby. It was Choco's dreams come true anyway. By the way, i'm writing this post while referring to Choco's. Roflmao. Forgot the sequence.  Only realized the harmony of colours when we arranged the bag and shoes on the stairs. Pink for Demon, Green for Choco. Love both of it. =)Dear came late, so i became the light bulb which shines so darn bright between choco and her baby. Oh God, i felt so... no idea how to describe. Imagine, you're like, standing beside a so darn obvious couple. They're 'so darn obvious' because they're effing wearing the same shirt. Feck. I guess passer-by will totally say 'What's that bitch doing over there being such an oblivious light bulb?' Okay, at least i think i get how Ling usually feels around me and dear. Sorry babe, roflmao. But too bad, i'll still force you to be around. ;D  Anyway, then me and dear went to watch Poker King, we went in late. And so, well, didn't really catch what the movie was about. All i know is it's about... poker. Okay. ( Choco and her baby was watching Fourth Kind. We were kinda determined not to be in the same cinema? )After the movie me and dear hang around in Popular, bought Sour's present too, and then ran into SiangChen and KokDong and one more god-knows-his-name ex-surian. Then meet up with Choco and her baby and the four of us went for lunch together at Hong Kong Food & Tea. Service still sucked.  Choco's wantan mee or something. My erm.. something-something-noodle. Dear's.. fried rice. ( Seriously, i sucked at remembering the names of the dishes. ) Me and dear's honey lemon. ( Okay, this is easy to remember. ) Choco's and her baby's orange juice. I guess.*There's a candid shot that should be posted here. But i was too ugly, so i decided against it after all.* Then Choco and her baby went shopping while waiting for Jennifer's Body to start, me and dear went to look for a movie. We debated for so damn long and can't make a decision. Movie sucks. 18PL movie rocks, but then, argh, not gona mention, all of you knew it anyway. Then seek for Choco's help and it's sorted, we decided on The Time Traveler's Wife.  I didn't really concentrate on it, 'cause was forcing myself not to stare at the screen. For God's sake, i'm reading the book okay, and i don't want any spoilers. Bought that movie because Choco say at least our ticket money will not be wasted, the show was actually worth it. But then, goddamnit, i was still spoiled. Oh shit. but of course i'll still continue with the book.Dad arrived before the movie actually finished, so reluctantly went out and meet up with Choco. Home sweet home. Watched Battleground. Shit, i'm worried for Elecoldxhot. But i'll never stop supporting them. Go ECX! ;D Then went to tuition alone, Ling abandoned me for Sour's party. Sobs. That's about my day. =D ----- Thank you, for making the whole date perfect. And thank you, even for accompanying me till 2am in the morning. I'll never forget this, and hope you won't too. I love you. Hearts. Now there's me and you And we are not alone You and me We are together now Through my window I can see our wildest dream can be so real. TMNET Everyone Connects -Through my Window. TOP OF PAGE.
Friday, November 6, 20096:03 PM
Peace?  School's nothing new. Being after exams, it's quite relaxing. I mean, most teachers were absent from the class and even if they came we were left to our own devices. The guys were quite enjoying poker. I went to pass up my rag ( oops, i may mean blouse ) and stayed at the sewing room to help them out. I was doing stupid things, like, picking needles from the floor. Okay it's not exactly stupid anyway, i'm just making sure that no one stepped on needles and get hurt. See? I'm damn kind! (: After that went slacking in the class. Around 1pm we were asked to gather at Foyer C, choosing clubs/societies/uniform bodies for next year. I was devastated that there's no dance club. What? We were actually planning to perform our dance next year since we didn't get the chance this year. How are we suppose to do it without the club? And then we're not gona see Seow again, i think i'll really miss his lame jokes. Was kinda unhappy about it. =/ Anyway, after various discussions and arguments, everyone ( meaning us ) chose to join Entrepreneur for Club ( Friday ), Indoor games for Games ( Friday ) and Band for Uniform Bodies ( Wednesday ). We'll be having clubs and games alternatively every Friday. I think they wana force us to exercise or something. Thank God there's indoor games. I wouldn't want those UV rays to harm my skin. Not that i don't like sport, i fancy volleyball and basketball, but then i really can't sacrifice my skin to the gigantic red fat hot sun up there. (: Later after lunch, few classes were demanded to go to 3 Able. Were puzzled. There's a talk on this Leo Club.  It was damn boring, i didn't even get a quarter of what's she saying. Eesh, not like we're gona join anyway. So why waste the time talking craps? All i understand was... well, erm, it's a Leo club. And the members are called Lions. ( Or is it? ) =xP.S. Just found out yesterday that Pinky has a Siberian Husky, Golden Retriever and Labrador Retriever! Omg. All my dream pets at her home. I'm so jealous. =) P.P.S Hope you guys have fun in Sour's party tomorrow! My deepest apologies for my absence. TOP OF PAGE.
Thursday, November 5, 20096:25 PM
Mixed.  Heya everyone. Blogged late because i was sewing this piece of rag.  Yeah, this is the 'blouse' that set all the form 2 girls in frantic action. Everyday there's girls in the sewing room. Today really looked like a supermarket, it's so crowded! And then we have to queue up/fight/argue for the sewing machine, for the scissors, and mostly for the teacher. I kinda sympathize the teacher, she's so darn busy entertaining every one of us and made her tired like hell. But then, we've got no choice. We cannot sew that blouse without her help. Every tiny lil thing need her help. =XWell, i didn't really sew the whole thing, teacher sewed some parts for me. Thank you! Seriously, i can never get a hang of sewing. The first time she asked me to use the sewing machine, i was like, What? Me? And then i got so damn scared of the machine and ended up sewing ugly and crooked lines. I've done it a few times already by now, at least i'm not that scared anymore. ( Even though what i sewed was still ugly like shit. ) I did the buttons just now, and i'm finally done! Phew. Conclusion of the day: Sewing is fucking hard and so if you don't have the guts never try it. Roflmao. P.S. Gotta go dancing later! Finally! Hip hop, here i come! ;D ----- I didn't realize that i was holding my breath until i fled. TOP OF PAGE.
Wednesday, November 4, 20095:44 PM
Pathetic.  Mum and dad are finally back, thank God. Felt really glad about that, i can't seem to live without them, especially mum. Thing is, i'm super super dependent on people. No i'm not lying. I'll be dead without mum. I can't cook, can't do house chores, can't locate essential everyday-need items in the house, etc.etc. Therefore i actually admired those of you who can live alone. I mean, can do house chores, can survive few days or weeks or months alone at home. Example like Yunnie. She seemed to be able to do every single household chores. (: Finally got to watch bleach yesterday. Downloading QVOD player now, damn slow. Okay, yeah, well, i admit again, not much updates today. Seriously, nothing special, just those same old school days. Ah, the concert is like next Saturday, and our dance club probably don't get the chance to perform. I find myself being relief about the news and i'm a bit guilty. I should be unhappy right? =x If you really wana know, okay fine, i'm not in the perfect mood right now. ----- I didn't recognize the feeling, it was... strange. Was i in a daze, this state of numbness that i can't feel anything? Or was i in alertness, having constant vigilance and responding to every little sound, movements and voices? Or was it just pure anxiety? I have no idea, no idea at all. All i know is that, i'm getting paranoid. Am i thinking too much? You didn't know. Because i didn't say. That's what my Devil told me. But Angel said, what if i'm the one who don't know? I don't know how to tell you. I don't know what to say. I don't know what to ask. I don't know what to do. I'm lost. You can never imagine what i'm going through right now. TOP OF PAGE.
Tuesday, November 3, 20098:30 PM
Hectic?  Sorry for being such an inefficient blogger lately. Thing is, i think i have got quite accustomed to not use the comp ( okay, laptop ) after so long refraining myself from it due to examination. But no worries, i'm sure the addiction and the dependence on the comp will come back soon. (: Yeah, well, nothing much to post about today too. Mum and dad went to Singapore, will be back by tomorrow. The reason i used the comp late was that went to mama's house for dinner. =) School today was okay, normal, like usual. Got shitty results for History, but others are tolerable. ( Not really, but i'm not gona complain anymore. Appreciate! ) Anyway, assembly was boring, some crap performance. One of it, anyway. I mean, if you really wana perform, why can't you just do it properly? And uhm, besides that everything went fine. But also realize that we may not be entering the Talent Time after all. I think we didn't registered our group. Was a bit unhappy about it, but more glad, because i don't really wana dance that dance when i've had zero skills to start will. It would be so damn embarrassing. Roflmao. I didn't get to resume Bleach yesterday, due to unstable connection. Might watch it today. I've got so many dramas to watch, and now i've got this Choice Phobia. Feck. Which should i watch first? ( I would have listed down the dramas and post the pics for you guys to vote, IF i blogged this evening instead. Now i'm just too lazy and my bleach is waiting for me. ) P.S. Wana download songs so badly. ): P.P.S. Bleach, here i come! =p TOP OF PAGE.
Monday, November 2, 20096:21 PM
Pedantic.  With IGCSE exam done, 3rd term examination finally came to a complete full stop. It feels seriously weird to sit in front of the comp ( oops, i mean lappie ) straight away after school. So darn weird. I'm using my lappie on the study table actually. Darn weird. But of course, i'm not gona complain. (: Today was kinda shitty, due to, you know. Don't wana elaborate, it's gona ruin my mood anyway. But just one lil tiny micro nano comment here: Can't those bitches just shut the fuck up? Sorry to say have got no pretty updates today. I see some of you are quite amused by Susan's doggie. ( Especially Viicky. Roflmao. ) Next time i go, i'll definitely take a video and let you guys see how can a 'fake' puppy move. ;D I'm seriously in desperate need of Photoshop. Feck. Btw, gotta resume watching Bleach! =) ----- Today is special because it's the 2nd day of the month. (: Happy 3rd month anniversary baby, i love you.  Hearts.TOP OF PAGE.
Sunday, November 1, 20091:06 PM
Updates.  Surprise!  Yes yes yes! Mine is here! My Dell Studio 14. I was shrieking when it arrived. *Jumps around* Finally i've got a laptop! ( Oh. Choco got one too ;D ) Was darn happy about it. Still is. =D    There's a few pros and cons though. Pros: 1) It's red! Love it. 2) And the effing speaker is right in front of the monitor. Loud songs. 3) Two USB cables. One on the left and one on the right. 4) Not too big, not too heavy. 5) It's portable! ( Okay, i'm getting paranoid. Which laptop is not portable? ) Cons: 1) No keyboard back light! Choco's was cool with the back light and touch screen thing. 2) The Microsoft thing is only for 60 days trial. Need me to download. Feck. 3) Screen's big. Had trouble finding wallpapers. 4) Hmmph, hadn't discovered any yet. Will inform you guys when i found another con. =) Okay, enough with the lappie talk. Gotta do some updates. 30th November 09' @ Hee Lai Ton Restaurant. Went there for some charity dinner or something. Not really sure. Because it's not really formal, simply picked an outfit. Not even a dress. But who cares? Exam's over and everything rocks. =)  Kinda love the feel of the pic. Left being my feet and VISS heels, right being Choco's feet and VINCCI heels. Took various tries on this pic just to avoid the feet looking like an elephant's. Failed miserably. This was the best one and i still look fat. Feck. Mum, Adeline ( Mum's line dance teacher ) and Mandy ( Mum's friend ). Aunt and her baby and mum. Mum and Dad. God, they're so darn sweet. =D31st October 09' @ Susan's Hairdressing. Time for a hair cut! Mum was complaining about my effing long and thick and fugly hair and i hate it too so i went with mum. Susan's as hot as ever. Anyway, due to mum who needa go home early, i just had a quick cut, with not much difference and caused mum RM35. She kept complaining. But it's all because she need to go back early. -.-  Waiting for Susan to cut my hair. The Time Traveler's Wife, finally i get the chance to read it. God, i love it already.Okay. Quiz time. Guess what's this thing?  - - - - - - - - - - - It's a dog!    It's a frickin' dog. Susan dyed the hair for it. But it's kinda normal. She run a saloon after all. =) Another funny dog. I bet the part with the straight fur was straightened. ;D1st November 09' Went to Jusco to buy a mouse and cooler pad for my lappie. So many wires in my room now.  Bought magazines and a book. I'm so so contented.Okay. I'm done for the updates. Damn tiring. Annoying. Appreciate it, aye? =D I didn't forget there's the fuckin IGCSE exam tomorrow morning. 2 and a half hours! I shall flip his exercise book later at night. Don't wana flunk it anyhow. To everyone who's taking the exam, good luck! P.S. Don't really wana go to school and face my friggin' low results. Darn. =/ |
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