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Friday, December 11, 2009,4:45 PM
Pink surprise! Changed my blog skin! I've decided on a simple one, with obvious navigation ( so don't ask me where to click ) and it's my favourite shade of pink! Okay, i'm not even the one who search for this skin, Choco found it for me. But but but I went through so many hardships editing the whole thing okay. It may seem really simple, but let me tell you, i've done a quite detailed editing. Don't take my hard work for granted. (:
By the way, there's something new. At each blog entry, there is a comment section. There, the right corner below each entry, '(number) comments'. To comment on any particular post you just have to click that, just in case you don't know. And i'll be sure to reply to all the comments. But then, if you think it's 'mafan' or whatever, you can still leave your comment at my chat box. =)
So, how is my blog skin?
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Fuck the one-worded titles. Thursday, December 10, 2009,4:29 PM
 In case you hadn't noticed, in the past few months, the title of my posts were always one-worded. Yeah, go scroll and check them out, i'm not lying. But mind you, they're NOT random words okay. All my titles either matched the content of the post, matched my moods, or the events of the day. Well yeah, some may seemed totally unrelated, but then i don't necessary elaborate my titles. For example, i put my title as 'shopping' yet i didn't even write about shopping in the post. Thing is, i may had went shopping that day, or feel like going shopping, just that i didn't wrote it in the post. Got the idea?
Cut the craps. The important thing is, i'm tired of thinking one-worded titles. Damn tiring, you know? I always found myself sitting there staring into space just thinking of the damn title. I started with the idea at first because well, it makes my drafts look neat and pretty. *laughs* I have no idea why am i explaining all these when i already gave up on the always-one-worded-title-plan. Who cares about it? ( But then, you may still find me using one-worded titles occasionally. It all depends on my mood. )
Finish with the declaration, i'm gona update about yesterday, such a fateful night when mummy finally agreed to fulfill our wishes and bring us to House of Milwaukee for dinner. Yeah yeah yeah, i'm not as lucky or rich as you people okay. We seldom dine out at these fancy restaurants. ( Okay fine, if you're too wealthy and this is not such a 'fancy' restaurant to you, i understand so shut up. )
 Yay! Milwaukee Steak Corner aka House of Milwaukee.
 This fugly picha of mine, trying to look hungry and cute at the same time. ( I know i failed lah. )
 This mushroom soup is soo delicious! It looked something like the mushroom soup dear ordered that day, the only difference is that the bread is not toasted. I really have a thing for mushroom soups.
 Look at the toning of colours! Red, orange and yellow. Watermelon for Demon, Carrot for mum and Orange for Choco. In case you're wondering, no it's not done deliberately.
 Choco's New Zealand Lamb Shoulder with black pepper. Not bad.
 My Corden Bleu. Scrumptious! Cheese overflowed! Yummy.
 Mum and her chicken chop(?) with mushroom sauce.
And... the highlight of the day!
 Yes that is my mum and yes she is showing her middle finger and yes this is candid! She did not do that on purpose okay, my mum's not vulgar. She said she wana massage her forehead because it's aching. And i have no idea why the hell she use her middle finger. She put her hand down the second after that but i caught her on camera. Got cha! I was laughing like shit the whole time. Seriously! ( Well.. no. I didn't really care about my image that time. ) God, mum is so adorable!!
  Calm down, calm down. Okay now everyone is famished!
 The finished mushroom soup. Not enough appetite to eat the bread. I complained to mum that i was bloated, and guess what she said. She said ( in a cheerful tone omg ): 'We can bring this bread back! Put it in the car, and when you feel like vomitting, then you vomit inside it and it'll look like mushroom soup. Then let's eat it again!' Speechless. My. mum. rocks.
 The pretty deco.
 Choco, obviously.
 And this, is done on purpose. I was practically begging mum 'Can you please pose with your middle finger again please please just once please?' while choco was protesting 'Mum don't, don't! She'll put it on her blog, don't!' Mum did it anyway, out of uhm, curiosity? You see why i love my mummy? *laughs* Mum i love you, you rock!
 Bye bye Milwaukee. See you next year. ( Mum said we can only dine her annually wtf. ) This pic is taken from the car side mirror btw. Love it.
We were so bloated and decided to take a walk. Plan A to Ultimax to visit Pinky rejected. Plan B to the furniture shop opposite to Milwaukee rejected. Plan C to Jusco! I can't believe mum was being so spontaneous and brought us to Jusco. Shopped like crazy. I love year end! Year ends mean SALE! Sale everywhere! Were so damn happy about the purchases. Because it's too late and shops are closing, we went back home. But of course we'll come back next time and grab everything. (:
That's precisely about yesterday. Today, woke up at late, Choco was having menstrual pains and she can't stop moaning. After breakfast we slacked in her room. Well, i'm not suppose to slack. I'm suppose to continue with my Vocabs. But Choco was moaning like crazy and i feel like bullying her. ( Why am i so evil. ) I disturbed, bugged, annoyed and irritated her like mad. It's fun for me though. But but but i became her babysitter during lunch! She should be grateful. =)
Okay fine, get well soon bitch. (:
P.S. Gasp. Handstands today. I don't think i can do it sobs. But i'm kinda anticipating.
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I said that i was standing at the edge of the circle.
Now, half of my left feet is stepping on the line.
Stop doing this to me.
Stop making me feel like i wana step out.
I might really be gone.
I don't fancy the outside world, yet being inside is tormenting.
So just, stop.
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Wednesday, December 9, 2009,4:58 PM
 Tagged by SheelYaul. I have nothing to blog about anyway, so might as well get this done. ;D
1. Does it matter to you if your boyfriend or girlfriend smoke?
Yes i do! Smoking is like... *shudders* Cannot stand it. It's harmful for your health for one thing, and it's harmful for people near you too. Sad thing my dad can never live without smoking.
2. How about drinking?
I don't really mind, as long as he's not an alcoholic.
3. Do you like someone you can't have? Who knows? ( Ah.. Chace Crawford? Nah just kidding. )
4. If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
Yeah, probably.
5. What's your favourite sport? Dancing. And yes it is a sport, to me at least.
6. Its Saturday night, and you're home alone... what do you do? Laptop, phone and the tv.
7. Do you like roller coasters?
Sure.
8. When's the perfect time to have a bf/gf? When you found that someone.
9. If you could date any celebrity//star, who would it be? Everyone knows my answer. Chace Crawford!
10. What are you doing this weekend? Not really sure about it.
11. What is your favourite restaurant? Yaul, agreed. Home. (:
12. Have you ever hugged someone? Definitely.
13. Ever kissed someone you weren't attracted to? Don't think so. 14. Do you like anyone right now?
Of course. Hearts.
15. What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? Aura, posture or face.
16. Which do you prefer, Beach or Mountains? Beach. Mountains feel like, you have to go through layers and layers of jungles with insects and disgusting mud to reach.
17. What kind of phone do you have? K550i, definitely not the best, but i don't really care now. As long as it's functioning.
18. Computer or Laptop?
My lappie.
19. Jeans or Sweats? Uh, jeans maybe. Depends. 20. Which year(s) has/have been the best so far?
Probably this. 2009. Senior 2 Charity 09, and my beloved. 21. How old are you gonna be on your next birthday?
Fifteen. Not too young, not too old either. Stupid PMR.
22.What should you be doing right now? Study for PMR i guess. But most importantly, i think i should learn. Learn anything. Learn, not study. 23. What is your favourite TV show? I don't really watch TV, but then there's this show which i'll NEVER miss. Battleground! ( ECX rocks! )
24. What's been your last purchase?
Uh, books?
25. Are you attracted to girls/boys that smoke?
No, and i don't think i ever will.
26. Have you ever fallen on your butt in front of a crowd of people? Hmmph, maybe i did. But i cannot really recall.
27. What do you do when you're at home?
Read, phone and eat.
28. What is your favourite subject? If you're saying PMR subjects that we study in school, then English i suppose.
29. What's the best thing that's ever happened to you? That i was born being HewCheeYen and that i found miracles in this world.
30. How do you think the people around you feel around you?
Annoyed? *laughs* Most probably.
31. The character for you for yourself is...
Weird, vain, stubborn, arrogant, childish, annoying etc. *guilty* But then, i'm myself. So who cares?
32. On the contrary, the thing you hate about yourself is... I'm lazy! I tend to slack too much.
33. The most ideal person you want to be is... I just wana be myself.
34. The person who tagged you…
SheelYaul.
35. What relationship of you with him/her?
Friends. Ah, we can be relatives in someway, right? *laughs*
36. Your 5 impressions towards him/her?
Pretty, friendly, innocent in a good way, thankful for everything she's got and confident.
37. The most memorable thing she/he had done for you?
She tagged me! ;D
38. The most memorable thing that he/she had said to you?
Not sure. =X
39. If he/she becomes your lover, you will....
Laugh like shit. =D
40. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will...
Erm.. be sad about it? 41. If he/she becomes your lover , he/she has to improve on..
She needs to be happier and smile more often. =) 42. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason is...
She thinks i'm a bitch! ( *laughs* well, everyone who hates me think like that. Aye? )
43. The most desirable thing for you to do to him/her is...
Wish her happiness. ;D
44. The overall impression of he/her is...
Friendly. (:
45. Who you're gonna tag? Choco, Ghia, Mashi, Queenie, Cot and Yin.
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You did the exact opposite of what you said.
I was terribly disappointed, and furious.
I am holding back the urge to say everything out.
I am trying to be patient.
But the word, That Word, it has been swimming in my mind these times.
Now it's quietly sitting beside my lips, ready to be set free.
Don't make me say it.
Please?
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Tuesday, December 8, 2009,6:03 PM
 Locked in a cage with no exit.The amazement of numbers, you can never finish counting them. And look what we got here, human numbers! All of them having those goddamn rubber bones which i've always wanted! ( Yeah yeah i'm jealous. ) But anyway, they rock, really hope i can try them out someday. Finally posting pics so enjoy, fellow readers. (:
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Monday, December 7, 2009,6:43 PM
 To His Coy Mistress, by Andrew Marvell.Had we but world enough, and time,
This coyness, Lady, were no crime
We would sit down and think which way
To walk and pass our long love's day.
Thou by the Indian Ganges' side
Shouldst rubies find: I by the tide
Of Humber would complain. I would
Love you ten years before the Flood,
And you should, if you please, refuse
Till the conversion of the Jews.
My vegetable love should grow
Vaster than empires, and more slow;
An hundred years should go to praise
Thine eyes and on thy forehead gaze;
Two hundred to adore each breast,
But thirty thousand to the rest;
An age at least to every part,
And the last age should show your heart.
For, Lady, you deserve this state,
Nor would I love at lower rate.
But at my back I always hear
Time's wingèd chariot hurrying near;
And yonder all before us lie
Deserts of vast eternity.
Thy beauty shall no more be found,
Nor, in thy marble vault, shall sound
My echoing song: then worms shall try
That long preserved virginity,
And your quaint honour turn to dust,
And into ashes all my lust:
The grave's a fine and private place,
But none, I think, do there embrace.
Now therefore, while the youthful hue
Sits on thy skin like morning dew,
And while thy willing soul transpires
At every pore with instant fires,
Now let us sport us while we may,
And now, like amorous birds of prey,
Rather at once our time devour
Than languish in his slow-chapt power.
Let us roll all our strength and all
Our sweetness up into one ball,
And tear our pleasures with rough strife
Through the iron gates of life:
Thus, though we cannot make our sun
Stand still, yet we will make him run.No idea why, but i'm attracted to this poem. To summarize it, it's about a young man's confession to a young lady, and he know that they don't have any time to waste, as the passage of time is so fast, and soon their youth will be gone without them realizing it. I like this poem because the main plea of the poet is, Seize the Day. Yes indeed, time flies so fast, we shall seize every moment of it. (:
The second reason i love this beautiful poem, is because of the first sentence:
Had we but world enough, and time
Of course, i first heard this 'world enough and time' phrase from The Time Traveler's Wife, and love it without actually knowing why. Probably because the sentence is so so beautiful? :]
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I love you, for world enough and time.
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Sunday, December 6, 2009,6:44 PM
 I seriously need Photoshop and Real Player! I'm dying for it. Choco is definitely not showing any efficiency.
Offer some help, you kind angels out there? Anyone? (:
P.S. Fine, i admit i don't have anything to blog about today. But i'm not joking about the photoshop and real player thing. [:
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Saturday, December 5, 2009,6:15 PM
 Woke up by the sound of kids running and shouting and thrashing around in mama's house. No matter how many pillows or blankets i use to cover myself i just cannot block the sound. Finally i gave up on sleeping. =) But it's definitely worth waking up for the bunch of kids. They're just too adorable and you cannot resist them! I brought my lappie to the living room ( first time bringing my lappie out from the house btw ) and Bill and Brian asked me to play games.
And i chose this game which they would recognize, they saw Aiko played before i think.
  Zuma Revenge! Heard of it? Maybe not, 'cause it's offline. You're the frog and you're suppose to shoot the balls according to their colours. Interesting game, great for training responses, and maybe colour blind? *laughs*
 Meimei, Bill and Brian. Unexpectedly, they can play it! By their own! I was totally amazed. They even set up their own account and click the mouse like they're used to it. Hello, they're only 5 years old ( if i'm not mistaken ).
 Bill with Zuma! Apparently Bill is better at it. Whenever the level is a bit more challenging and it's suppose to be Brian's turn, Bill will tell him '这个很难的喔' ( this level is hard ) and Brian will say ‘Nah, 弟你玩' ( nah, you play ). Damn cute oh my god! The way they talk... *drools*
 Brian and Zuma!
 Brian. Kawaii kawaii kawaii.
 Brian and Bill. They look alike, don't they? ( Of course they do. Twins okay. )
 Brian salute! The reason why Brian is always posing is because the levels are quite challenging and Bill is given the responsibility to play.
 The four of them. Joyce, Bill, Brian and Vivian. =)
   Bill! He was snuggling next to me all the time while watching cartoon on the TV. Then he asked me to take his picha. I have no idea how he develop those double eye lids which are so obvious unlike last time. Maybe because he's sick. Poor thing, he's up all night coughing and vomiting. Sighs.
 Brian teaching Meimei how the brake of the bicycle ( oops, tricycle ) functioned. Cute. ;D
 Random shot. Christmas tree up and ready!
 And this, is the result of staying over with the kids all day. My CLEO is torn! Well whatever, who cares anyway. Worth it worth it. ( Poor Kate Hudson is torn, sob sob. )
 Sellotaped. (:
Went home a while later while the kids napped. Then tuition, which was exhausting like hell. I lost count on how many times i yawned. Gotta skip Battleground today, 'cause of another effing tuition, but will definitely watch the replay tomorrow. =]
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I once put half my feet outside this circle.
I didn't do it on purpose, you pushed me. Just that you didn't realize.
I was doubting.
I don't like it inside the circle, yet i hate it outside.
But now, i guess i'm finally stepped back inside.
After those doubts i think i'm kinda sure now.
But then, i'm standing at the edge of the line.
Another push, and i'll be gone.
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Friday, December 4, 2009,4:47 PM
 I've been repeating this to Choco and bugging her the whole afternoon: I'm tired, i'm tired, i'm tired. Laughs. Because i'm really really exhausted after all those motherfucking workbooks which i get fed up on and those effing annoying soft cover books i have to wrap ( and i did it like shit ). Plus i sat on that stupid and uncomfy sofa for about four goddamn hours and now i have a back ache. ( No no no i'm not getting old. My bones are not getting old either. )
So well, you see, i'm not really in the mood of blogging, and i don't really have anything to blog about. Except craps, but which i already decided not to insert too much in my blog. So there you go, a short and crappy post. =)
P.S. Choco you better don't complain about the craps, or else i'm gona hit you. Muahaha. I'm tired!
P.P.S Hip hop yesterday was tiring but fun! Gotta train my stamina, and can't wait for handstand next week! =D
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Thursday, December 3, 2009,1:29 PM
Laugh Out Loud. Saw this at deviantart by kamikazebetch. Masterpiece!
 Jacob x Edward, anyone? ;DP.S. Staying home today, except going for hip hop tonight. Determined to watch Bleach and My Queen.
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Wednesday, December 2, 2009,8:38 PM
 Blogged late because just came back from Jusco, ate and showered. Triple Date @ Jusco: Mashi and WenHan, Choco and her baby, me and dear. ( And another.. shh. *grins* ) Anyway, lied to mum again, sighs, felt guilty.
 Outfit. T-shirt from Nichii. Kawaii. =D
Reached there at about 11, followed dear to the cinema. Choco and Mashi went to buy tickets and meet their boyfriends i guess.
First movie, Planet 51.
 Movie was okay i guess. Damn less people, i suppose because it's morning. Children would love the movie. (:
After the movie we went to Popular for a mo, and i actually did this stupid thing.
 I arranged the rulers in a colour tone. No i'm not being childish! ( Okay.. just a bit. ) But but but, the colours were really damn cute, like candies! Too tempting. *laughs*
We were so darn hungry, and the plan to have lunch with choco failed because she was still at cinema. We went to Hong Kong Food and Tea.
 Dear. Hearts.
 Honey Lemon! ( This was the second choice okay. Stupid restaurant which coke float is out of stock. No coke?! What kind of joke is that? )
 Dear's something something mushroom soup. Hell, it's delicious!
*Sorry. Forgot to take picture of my dish. Was kinda in a rush for the next movie.*
Second movie, New Moon. (:
 Not bad, not bad. Carlisle, as hot as ever. ( *laughs* shouldn't i be freaking over Robbert Pattinson like everyone else? )
Third movie: A Christmas Carol.
 Uh, if you bring a really small child, i think the toddle will be a lil frightened. But i'm planning to buy the book.
Later mum came and thank God she waited outside. Me and choco went to buy ice-creams and went home. Always, good times pass like lightning. [:
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Today is the special day of the month ( not PMS lah okay ), because it's the second day of the month. Another month pass by, and i'm still loving you. Thank you for everything, including making today's date beautiful. I love you, hearts. Happy 4 months anniversary, my handsome. (:  And CY love you, too. Hearts!
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Named Demon.
Born 14 years ago.
Gets 1 year older on every 19th July.
Destined to be Evil.
Loving Him.
Love family, friends, hotties and life.
Loathe lots of stuffs and peoples.
Insulting is her profession.
Dancing and books are her passion.
She’s insane, mad, crazy and unpredictable.
Beware, she kills.
Some call him a ghost, some say that he is a demon. Some call him a mere mortal.
-Sri Guru Granth Sahib
She wants ♥
HIM, forever <3
Laptop <3 checked!
Siberian Husky <3
More Books <3
Grow Taller <3
Chace Crawford <3
Happiness. :]
Love is something eternal, The aspect may change, But not the essence.
-Vincent Van Gogh
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